Dying to be what you wanna see.

I'm a fuck up .
Relapse, Recover, Repeat.: NO REGRETS →

relapse—recover—repeat:

I’m not willing to torture myself by feeling badly about my addiction, I don’t regret a single moment. I’m never going to be sorry about it, and there’s no fucking way I’ll ever apologize. My addiction isn’t a good thing, I’m well aware of that, but my entire life has been changed by the drugs. I…

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Anonymous asked: You really shouldn't be on Dope. It'll ruin you..I've buried a friend and a family member that way. It isn't how you want your story to end. Life can be kinder for you. You just have to try and find it. It's all in your perspective. Addiction is a bitch but there are places and ways to help yourself. Love yourself babe, this is the only life you get. You don't want it to be a blur of fucked up nights and dirty rigs. You're better then that. I can see that.


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Thank you so much anon…wish I could do it on my own.

Black Tar: I tighten my fist. And relax. Tighten. Relax. My veins pop out like... →

b-l-a-c-k-t-a-r:

I tighten my fist. And relax. Tighten. Relax. My veins pop out like snakes under a rug. I take my filled rig and try to decide which vein will actually work this time. Funny though, this whole process is only in vein. I’ve fucked my veins up to the point where it looks like someone severely beat…

Spooning is cute and fun until the neck kissing happens… Then… well, shit gets real.

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BehindMyMask: So Crystal Meth or Crack Cocaine Anything to ease this pain Snort it,... →

michellecrystalmethemphetamine:

So Crystal Meth or Crack Cocaine

Anything to ease this pain

Snort it, shoot it, or put it in a pipe

Each person has their own type

Drugs or sex or crime at night

Humans are addicts losing a fight

Street life, home life or no life at all

The more drugs you do the harder you fall

Meth,…

unclefather:

im kinda like a puppy because if you dont talk to me for a few days i’ll forget you love me and i get really happy when people show me affection and also i eat dog food

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heronqueen:

DO YOU EVER NEED TO JUST TAKE SOMEONE BY THE SHOULDERS AND YELL “I CARE ABOUT YOU A LOT AND I NEED AFFIRMATION THAT YOU ACTUALLY WANT ME IN YOUR LIFE” AT THEM BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO DO THAT A LOT

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